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I motor on by heading up and up into the mountains to 5036
feet over Bonanza Pass. The temperature stays brisk as the elevation climbs and
the view increases. I motor on some then discover a rest stop nestled in a grove
of trees along a rushing mountain stream. This looks like a great place, my very
own picnic table to munch on a midmorning snack of apple pie and blueberries I
bought in Kamloops yesterday.
Can't stay though, am chased away by more
impeding rain, all this morning it was sunny and pleasant although the ground is
quite damp beneath my boots. I retreat to the motorcycle and motor off, hoping
to stay ahead of any rain showers. Luckily, I miss the edge of the storm as
menacing clouds float overhead.
The road begins to roll downhill, as though the earth was
tilted and I could coast for miles. An hour later, I stop at another roadside
rest stop. In the famous words of when I was eight, I am beginning to not feel
so good and my tummy is beginning to hurt. I sit for while becoming greener than
white and vomit as though my insides were turning inside out. I begin to feel a
little better hoping this is a one shot deal.
I motor along Crowsnest Highway 3 along the resort area of
Christina Lake. My condition begins to worsen. By the time I reach Grand Forks
17 miles later, I am so sick, I can barely focus enough to ride the motorcycle.
It's 3:30 P.M. and as the first motel comes into view, I know it is my only
choice. I would normally keep going until dusk but at midafternoon, I call it a
day. I feel horrible. I park the bike and walk towards the entrance. I don't
even make it that far, vomiting again out of view to hide my embarrassment and
discomfort. I hit the room, shower and try to sleep it off. My stomach is in
knots. It hurts to even move. It's as if someone has punched me as hard as
they can in the stomach. I am doubled over at times on the bed, clutching my
sides and trying to weather through the spasms.
Over the rest of the afternoon and into the evening I
repeatedly empty the contents of my stomach again and again. Even taking a tiny
drink of water to quench the burning in my throat, a sip, and within minutes I
am doubled over in dry heaves all over again. My entire body aches. I moan and
groan and try to sleep to no avail. The TV has a total of four channels, quite a
selection to try and take my mind off of this.
Sleep is my only solace as I must allow my body to purge
itself of whatever it is that has invaded my system. I vomit over ten times; the
spasms are just intense, again and again into the evening and early morning. It
is one of those odd times when you know that you are completely alone on a trip.
As high as my spirits were this morning, it all can come to a screeching halt in
hours or even minutes.
Here alone in this room with the drone of the TV in the
background, there are times when I am startled by the sound of my own voice.
There is no companion to coax me along. It is only I, yet I know that I will
pull through. There is only one option and that is to survive. I am so very sick
and it turns out to be a very rough day alone here in this room.
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